Narcotics

My doctor gave me better medicine for the pain.  I took two darvocet and the pain started to go away but I started to have an allergic reaction with itching and strange hot patches on my skin.T   This is not surprising given my history of allergies to just about everything I put in my body.   So then I took a benadryl and tried to take a nap because I literally couldn't keep my eyes open.  Then I had a dream about a 3 headed dog.  One dog had a Santa hat, one was drinking a beer, and the last was smoking a cigar.  They were all different breeds.  It was a really weird dream, one that only drugs can induce.

So, now I have oxycontin--the quick release kind.  Holy power drug.  I really feel drunk but for some reason when I try to go to sleep my brain has all of these weird thoughts and I can't freaking sleep.   I have never done street drugs before, and I'm still not sure what all of the fuss is about, because these thoughts are really eerie.  This isn't very fun.  And I have the munchies.   At least I'm not puking.    I was going to do my Christmas cards but am afraid that I'll F them all up so everyone might have to wait until my brain is straight again.   Maybe they will be New Years cards this year.   Hard to say.

The good news is that both the darvocet and oxycontin take the pain mostly away, so I'm a lot more comfortable and not on the verge of tears constantly.   I don't know if I can take the darvocet again though--the last thing I need is anaphylaxis on top of everything else.  I don't have an epi pen on hand, though I should call tomorrow for a new prescription because of stupid shit like this.   Sometimes I truly wonder why my body is so messed up.   

Enough of the rambling for now.   Good night.